Brett

I was punched in the face today
my eyes hurt and they burn a bit
almost as if they might roll out of my skull
my head hurts as if i had a hangover all day
but i only started drinking a couple of hours ago
i dont want to fall asleep because i know it will hurt
more in the morning when reality sets in
i dont really believe it happened but I guess well see
I love you and you were truley the only person who understood me inside and out
I wish i did for you
Brett RIP

Effected by Recession

So Im really bummed about my job they just gave me a knarley pay cut and now Im trying to find another job its hard because i dont want just regular job i dont know im weird like that and I have gained weight so Im even more bummed out but dont worry I have taken a stand and have many goals and hopefully i cant fulfill them with in the next month or two :( ahhhhh why me

Jimmy Choo for H&M

Im so stoked right now because I just found out this morning that Jimmy Choo is doing a collection for H&M clothing stores (limited to certain stores only) and my mall is the one they are having one at the date of the release is November 14 on a saturday.

I swear I will be there at 6am if I have to here are my choices....


The only thing is that the blue suede dress is $250 and the rhinestone dress is $130 and the shoes are $130 I dont know what I am going to do for money but I dont care, Im gonna have to suck a lot of dick to get these..... I dont know why I have never felt like this about clothes before but I cant help it I absolutely adore them and I have to have them.

So last night I went to the Playboy Mansion last night and I had the worst time ever. I went with my girl steph and Sorta hung out with ashley, marilyn and christine. It was so crowded i couldnt move and the floor was really uneven stone so we were tripping everywhere!

There wasnt even enough room to park and hang out with out someone shoving you, not too mention I lost my camera! I am so pissed so now all the youtube videos i made on there are out there somewhere waiting for someone to lauph at! Oui! I might have to wait til christmas for a new camera

New vids!!!!

Ok so I just made some new videos i just need to post them :)))) yaya!

MIA

So a few of you noticed that i have been missing, if you guessed that i died.....well no i havent i have been in a weird funk lately, since i have become vegan i have actually gained weight and i put all the puzzle pieces together and realized i have been eating more carbs because of it....

being vegan doesnt make you lose weight you still have to monitor your portions unfortunately i have it so the past day or so i have cut down my intake severely. I keep forgetting sushicatny's voice when she said "you abuse you lose" i abused my eating intake so now i have lost my privilege to eat accordingly until i learn my lesson.

Some of you know that im not fat BUT if i dont win this battle with food mentally and emotionally then i will regret it when im older and my metabolism slows down. Ill have kids and then throw out the "fat" excuse as to why i dont get ready and take care of myself anymore.

Dont worry ill be back in a few im just feeling gross, BUT the positive is that my skin has cleared up since i stopped in taking dairy products, apparently i AM allergic and i never knew