My lemonade diet

so this diet is killing me although it is a bit easier then i thought as funny as that sounds, I think I have told everyone about it and came so far that i dont want to let anyone down if not that then i want to prove my will power. If i can withhold food for 10 days then I can do ANYTHING.

BUT I am so hungry well not hungry but whats a word for hardcore craving? well i feel like that like my nose senses have tripled and i can smell anything from far far away, and people smell weird to me as well like as if disease is seeping through they're pores i think i might possibly going delusional.

my friend came over with this juice filled with all your nutrients and more, which is what my body really needs right now its day 7 and im so close to the finish line i need to suck it up and realize that one day i will eat, when i do eat i think after im done eating, well i feel the same 5 min before i ate that burger and i could have ate something else to make me feel full, just because i smelled it and it was in front of me i ate it.

*please note: I need all the support I can get any cool comments is just the ticket!

My roomates a douche

Today I went to church with the rents and then my mom took my Nanny, my sis and me to Victoria Gardens! I got to buy a bunch of stuff! ah moms gotta love em{ :) } <---(my warm and fuzzy feeling inside face) well I had such a nice time and hung out with my sis which we havent done in a while, until I get home I had to go pee and who do i find in the shower??? well if you guessed my dude with another chick your wrong, ha ha not that bad BUT I found my roommate had his chick in OUR shower! If your thinking "girl your trippen" i probably am, but he has had his girlfriend over everynight; practically moving her in!

shes an ok girl, nice, simple and a little bit of a dork, but hey who isnt, here is my deal with that..... since I have been the only girl living there with two boys I feel like I run that house. like Im the man of the house errrr Woman of the house anyways, and I feel like there can only be one and now this broad is throwing herself in MY territory. Ahhhh! I threw a shit fit and told him how i felt screaming about her in front of her. I felt bad its not her fault its his fault because he knows how i am and how i have always been, and if he thinks he is going to walk all over me he has got another thing comin! considering his low rent and not paying any utilities whatsoever with ALL the amenities, i had to say something because my dude is too big of a puss to stand up for us.

BUUUUUUUT the one thing that keeps me in a good mood is the new things i bought :)


This is my favorite my mom bought me a balenciaga....Ha ha who are YOU kidding I found it at a cute little dress shop for 30 bucks pretty tight tho

Havasu

So I went for memorial day to Havasu, actually i had to work at Ember on Saturday night so I left at 2am and got there at 8am crazy I know, but when I got there the guy who owned the boat found out I was going ( cause the last time i went on I made an ass of myself being crazy drunk) and didnt want me to go so I apologized and made a lil drama considering I havent slept through the night so i was also feeling a bit delirious, but we both made up and had a lot of fun, OH and my buddy was down there and the past three years that i havent seen him he has been rollin with BONE THUGS! so when we went to Kokamos they let us hang out in their VIP area which was way fun in fact tonight i get to see layzie and slone bone sing somewhere in la apprently the other members are doing something else or in jail ha ha dont know much about em but i do know they love to party!

Playboy Mansion

So this was a lot of fun! although i wish i would have waited and gone to kandyland instead, i just got re invited and I cant go because i have have have to make money im so broke right now its not even funny :( at this party I did get to see David Hasslhof and vern troyer (mini-me) mini me is actually smaller then a midget! I was standing at the bar and i saw this guy had a baby on his shoulders i was all omg who brings their kid to a party like this and at the mansion no less......man i was wrong he turned around and it was vern troyer, I wanted to chill with him in his cabana but there were a lot of people who wanted to take pics of him so i bailed, and my friend actually hung out with David hasslhof when she did the fashion show she said he was way funny and couldnt stop talking about himself being on baywatch....odd....

Cinco de DRINKO!

So last night I went with the girls to main st for cinco de mayo omg it was so crazy and so much drama! Not with me, my friends dude, but why is it that guys always ruin the night?? Well it actually didnt ruin my night. We ended up going into Sharkeez PEOPLE WERE OFF THEIR ROCKER! Everyone was plastered before we even got there. It was fun tho for sure we got these cool little mug necklaces, fuckin novelty items are even more fun to drink out of!

So weirdest thing tho last night when i was in bed I woke up from a dead sleep to hear my ferret shreiking! I jumped from my side of the bed jumped over Dusty screaming because I cant see what was hurting him, I had let him run around my room for the night so I was like omg something fell on him, Dusty got up all panicked like "What! What happened" I turned on the light and he was just chillen there like whats up whats all the fuss about?

I cant believe that just happend what a mystery we couldnt figure it out because Dusty heard him shrieking too, so I dont know what was going on I put him back in his cage, my heart was pounding, I felt so nautious afterwards....what a little fuck head! he wasnt even hurt

Well here are some of the pics we took last night despite all the drama



THIS ONE IS A CLASSIC!

Footsies!

So these are the new shoes that I had bought today the famous 3 for $25 from Footsies, they are sooo cute I absolutely love them :)


This pair is really cool because I can dress it up or go casual like with some jeans and a cute top




I think I will wear these with something plain like a white blouse and jeans with navy blue and white jewelry or maybe gold jewelry




These are just plain sexy I can see myself wearing these with a black dress white belt and gold jewelry

The Opera in LA

Soo yea another wild night I know I had a lot of fun because I cant remember most of it and I have a lot of pictures to prove it, My dude called me from work the next day and told me that I had come home passed out woke up in the middle of my sleep like exorcist status and screamed at him "stop sitting of my fucking face!" slapped him in the face and then i ran into the bathroom opened the shower door and passed out in the bathtub..... Weirdest shit i wish i could remember :(